so yes, everyone remembers the guy that i was so smitten and in cahoots with..i mean everyone who actually takes the time to read my posts lol yes my scorpio for all who missed it. he was this really great guy who i found myself falling for this past febuary. everything was cool..we chilled went to the movies, ate 15 dollar subway...i bought him pizza he bought me soda, it was nirvana in a simple minded sort of way..for me anyway. truthfully he was everything that i been searching for in a guy. we talked about our feelings, he made me laugh...alot actually, he laughed at my whack jokes, we had great communication..all until the day before valentines day when s0mething happen..some sort of disagreement about my place and importance to him. that wasnt even a problem to me actually i was willing to work it out. i was going to see him on valentines day and talk about it because i really did want to be with him. but then that dreadful feb. 14th came and no call from ...scorpio lol so i wait ....and wait.... still no call from scorpio. so my brother offers to tke me out to eat and im like fine and im somewhat happy because my acceptance letter from old westbury came whoo hoo me =_==. so we eating and i get a phone call from a certain friend of mine like tay..i saw dru....i mean scorpio today and im like o_O where? and they say BLOOMINGDALES. okay so not only was i pissed cuz he flopped on me but the dude was at one of my favoritest places in the world without me! okay so im skeptic , i ask my friend what he got on, just to make sure its him and not jump to conclusion..they say some boots and a black trench , they say he tall and kinda chubby so im like damn! thats my scorpio alright..so i call dude and i gets voicemail....i eat and call dude when i get home...voicemail again...send a text, get it back the next day "how you know i was in bloomingdales" okkk people now im not dumb nor stupid and my G radar be on high so my shit ringing like he really tryna play me...forgive me for this long ass story but i need to vent. so now im crushed in the car blasting jodeci, my brother like you want me to kill him, im like no i like him too much for him to die lolll gets home and he end the little thing we had going on ..watever it was <---- that was a minor correction due to some previous disagreements..... =O on valentines day..through a text!!!! i mean how harsh is that? so im sitting home very sad because as i said before i really liked scorpio he was my andykins. all my friends tryna consult me but i really didnt feel like talking, the next day came and we speak. he says that he want to focus on his music and nothing else and how he doesnt want to DEAL withanything...at first i understood but then i started thinging like this is the same exact dude that was all cuddling with me telling me how happy he was and shit with me...that same dude is leaving me? so now my fuck it state of mind came into play...the same state of mind that i have at this moment..i aint gonna front it hurts but shit his losts because i am a great girl. then i started missing him..it wasnt until a very lovely friend of mine tells me she saw him at the movies with another girl.....
now ladies if i was grimey i would tell yall his name so yall wouldnt have to go through this same bullshit, but im not. lets just say i hope he reads this and sees that he was wrong...anyhoo
much love bloggers im out
