Cashmere Thoughts

Heyyy its Eric.mc , I hope you guys Enjoyed your Spring Break i no i did, My Spring Break was the craziest break I  ever had,But I enjoyed ever minute of it but now  back to school and 

SHIT LIKE THAT, Im just trying to get the fuck outta high school because i feel like i been in school for ever. And also blogging isn't  what it use to  because now everybody in they momzz gotta blog,Like your just  doing it   because you think its a trend.Like Get a life , Anyway I hope you guys Enjoy the weather this weekend ,Gotta GO

Just another Tay b. rant.....

Security

Security is the basis of everyones life that decides what path your life will take and serves as a guideline for our actions. In my life i have seen that i lacked this word in many aspects. Now me...i always end up with half of each type of security. i either have one or two good friends, some family, and a mediocre boyfriend.  In 3 categories actually...Family security, friendship security, and romantic security.

Family security
This type of security is the security that you get when you have both parents present and you witness their happiness which in turn transcends onto you, providing you too with happiness. This kind of security can also come in the form of brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles, cousins..etc. It is a NECESSITY for a child. They need  some sort of Family related security in order to build on for their future. family is essentially the most important part of your life. 

Friendship security..... i wont really elaborate on this kind of security because personally i think that the term 'FRIENDSHIP' is used too loosely. Not everyone who we think are friends are really friends, therefore it is hard to say that without friends you are nothing. (even tho they do contribute to your social standing, which are sometimes important)

Romantic Security

This type of security, in my opinion is important because matters of the heart determines (most of the time) someone's happiness. A romantic partner provides friendship, and family security so if you have Romantic security that is firm and solid then you may not need anything else.

 Same goes for the other two. It is possible to have one type of security and not the other 2. but if you have no real friends, a bad relationship with your family, and no romantic live then you are basically setting yourself up for failure. 

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so sue me! 

=P

WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO AROUND.............

Wasup people of the world this is ur boy ERIC.MC,Well tonite im sitting in the brib just chillen relaxing in house. thinking about my life or just life as usual well in casa de la eric ( dont ask me what that mean idk) while sitting in the house i had an epiphany i started think about what people really want out of life and i came to the conclusion that allot of people want the these three letters
LCC. LOVE CLOTHES AND A GOOD CAREER.( WELL MOST OF MY FRIENDS WANT LOVE... MUNIES... THE OTHERS) i see most of my fellow teens just want love. they're steady looking for who they can bag (in lack of  a better word) and all i want is two of them a good Career and lots of Clothes ....thanks to Keri hilson i came to the conclusion  that everyone has a perfect world.... in my world there would be teens thinking about getting money instead of making babies...everybody pregnant these days....lmao o well

p.s. above is a pic of me in central park with my wife 

INSPIRED

Excerpt......

"until we realize that our fears originate in our own awareness of inevitable change and loss, we blame them on causes outside us, convinced that other people, places and things are making us feel vulnerable and threatened."

So yeah i been reading this book called The end of fear which is basically like the 'spiritual path for realist', as quoted from the Author Richard Schaub Ph.D (Psychotherapist). from the first chapter i was inspired. I myself is a Realist...kinda more on the pessimistic side tho. As i was reading, i came to realize that maybe the reason why i am always so nervous and so worried bout things is because i am well aware that my existence on this earth is not permanent therefore i am always feeling like: if this life were to end for me tomorrow, what will i be known for? what can be a representation of who i am and who will remember me?
i also started to realize that none of us will be around for ever, not me ..nor you..not your family...nor mines, and as we grow older we will witness these things that we have became so accustomed to, like family and friends fade away. If that isnt a good basis for pessimistic attitudes then idk what is. I live my life day by day knowing that i can be gone tomorrow, but u will not see me out partying getting drunk, nor at church all day because i know that neither of those paths can truly provide happines. I myself lives by the KALAMA SUTTA ....Buddha instructs the Kalama People on which basis one should decide which religious teaching to accept as true. The Buddha tells the Kalamas to not just believe religious teachings because they are claimed to be true by various sources or through the application of various methods and techniques. He urges that direct knowledge from one's own experience should be called upon. He counsels that the words of the wise should be heeded and taken into account when deciding upon the value of a teaching. This is not a dogmatic acceptance but rather a constantly questioning and testing acceptance of those teachings which can be proven to reduce suffering.

i know all of this seems unpractical to all of you reading but truthfully i think that everyone needs to evaluate themselves before they satrt to question the motives and actions of another person. I did and i see that the worst part of life is that we all die..kinda melodramatic but its the truth
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MY WEEKEND...

WELL WASUP BLOGGERS THIS IS ERIC.MC ,Todays is Sunday and i went to church today god is good all the time LOLOL. I really needed to go because lately  I been feeling like killing a  mother fucker.  because niggers is dumb as hell these days nobody uses there brain I fell like everybody  IS FUCKING TRYING TO BE SOMETHING THERE NOT LIKE GROW UP. What grade are you in BETTER YET  OR HOW OLD ARE YOU get a fucking life and stop lying, faking, following,cheating,acting immature,and please all my teens stop acting like your 40 and need to get married before 60. because your mad young like why are acting like Ur world is going to end if someone brakes up with u... like get a fucking grip on life.(im sorry  just venting) and i also hate when girls say they want a god guy but wouldn't no one if the got smacked with one. And  (i promise this is my last one) when i niggas act like there wasted and they only been drinking colored water like are you 4real .O and i hate when someone that talks educated  or is smart  that's has been places people think is wried or girls dont wanna fuck with you because ur not smoking weed and saying no homo every five minute or pants hanging off ur ass. then my bad maybe if i act like that girls would be feening most girls r dumb as hell( well as p!nk wold say stupid girls)

other than that my life is fine well Saturday i was hanging with some loser's im mad because i could have really been at SXSW I REALLY WANTED TO GO . BUT RITE NOW IMA ABOUT TO WATCH A MOVIE SO HIT ME UP ON TWITTER WWW.TWITTER.COM/ERIC718

AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE THIS POST OR HAVE SOME THING TO SAY  SUCK MY DICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK THE WORLD IM OUT

AND I SEE THE TRUTH REALLY DOES HURT MOMMY WAS RIGHT..LOL

ITS FRIDAY ITS FRIDAY........

WELL BLOGGERS WASUP IT UR BOY ERIC.MC DID YOU MISS ME WELL EVEN IF U DIDN'T I MISS YOU GUYS.WELL As you no today is Friday and THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING. YES IM SO READY FOR IT BUT IM MAD THAT IT WAS REALLY SNOWING TODAY. BUT ANYWAY YES SINCE IT S BEEN A HOLE WEEK IM JUST UPDATE YOU. (ON MY NEXT POST) BUT ANYWAY TODAY IM CHILL EN WITH MY COUSIN IM BOUT TO GET DRUNK BECAUSE AFTER THE WEEK I HAD I NEED ONE.AND ALSO I WANT EVERYBODY TO NOW THAT I HAVE A TWITTER  YES I KNOW WHO DOESN'T BUT I THINK ITS REALLY COOL.SO HERE IT IN 

http://twitter.com/ERICMC718 HIT ME UP. BUT ANY WAY IMA BUT TO BE OUT I JUST WANT TO LEAVE ALL YOU GUYS

WITH A FLASH BACK FRIDAY VIDEO....

Indivisuali_TAY

Sorry people that i have been missing in action lately but i have like this new blog, which is more personal because i tend to talk and talk about all my bullshit that some people dont want to read .. SomberAssesments.blogspot.com

Lately i have Noticed that i really DONT LIKE some people. Like the things that people do is annoying. 

-Recently i have been around alot of people that lie..like for attention, just so that other people would accept them. that pisses me off like crazy. 

-Then its the people that go on and on about themselves and thier lives and just when you think the conversation is shifting toward you...there they go AGAIN with another story about them! 

-and Then Not to Mention the ones that have Jokes that just doesn't seem funny, especially when they want to joke when your not in the mood...ughhh.

-Also i have seen alot of people that goes hard for something that you knew abut for yearsssss. things that you mentioned madd times, but when they talk to you about it, they make it as tho they putting you on? like what

-Also the Go hards...Wtf you gotta go so hard for. Calm the fuck down. its just life, its never that serious to go hard! like for example it be like one cookie left and they be like "fuck outta here thats my cookie i was looking at it , wanna fight? so waddup? i want the cookie, what it is then?" i mean for realll..all for a cookie? lol

Maybe i just need to stay the hell away from people until college because seriously tho..yall blowin mines -_-

no offense

TGIF

WELL WASUP WORLD THIS IS UR BOY ERIC.MC YES TODAY IS FRIEND AND IM SO HAPPY NO SCHOOL NO WORRYS JUST, ME AND MY BED, BUT TODAY ITS PARTY TIME  YES TODAY IM GOING TO A PARTY AND I CANT  WAIT TO LET LOSS AND DRINK MY ASS OFF. I ANIT BEEN OUT IN A MINTUE.. I CANT WAIT BUT NOW ANY WAY IMA ABOUT TO GET OUT OF HERE BUT BEFORE I GO IMA LEAVE YOU WITH A FRIDAY FLASH BACK VIDEO

chronic champagne nightcap + venting = Nirvana

Well first off i know i went M.I.A from this shit for a while, but nothing Blog worthy has really happened for me. 

Ok so heres a little recap:

Friday: Walked from downtown to Little italy/ Soho With Eric... had dinner at this italian restaraunt. lol we were the only dark skinned people in that spot if u feel my drift.

Saturday:  Saturday school in the a.m --_-, then went with the madre to look for prom dresses in central islip =].

Sunday: Movie with the Homie --_---------- blah.

Today: Chloe Morgan Fulmore! woot woot lol 

Okay so people lately i have been realizing things about myself. when i have a problem (usually guy problems) lol i stress it and try to make things right you know, but it seems like the more i try the less i get. Truthfully i am SOFT as hell lol the littlest things hurt me. I could be talking to a guy for two days but if he leave me after those two days i would most likely cry and then go blog about it, then put in my status that i wrote a new blog, hoping that he would see and go read my blog and then magically have a change of heart and call my cell phone and profess his undying love for me lmao yes thats my fantasty. its that serious with me. Hopeless romantic is not the word! more like passive aggressive obsessive compulsive romantic. And the thing about this is that i admit it. I know i do crazy things for love. i know that i go hard so to say. and i let these guys know! In my besty's terms "they signed up for this". And yet they still apply early, resume in hand lol They  forget that they 'bagged' me regardless of all the baggage i tell them that i come with. in the first day that i start messing with a guy, i hear a thousand stories.. stories about where he be, who he with, what he did, how he is, who he is...things that i myself never knew was physically possible. they be Like ahem 'i saw so and so in queens with so and so doing so and so" and im like SO!!!!! 

when will i finally find something real to rest my head on. like somebody who wont hold it against me when i just need someone to hold me. someone who has no problem everytime i wanna be wined and dined, taken out on a friday night to spend a little time. 

I aint Gonna beg you:

-everytime i need someone to be there when i had me one of them crazy days

-everytime i want someone to treat me like they always said they were gonna treat me like

-everytime i need some huggin and some lovin' but your busy so i don't get nothing

I am so sick of being patient...i am NOT here for you to take it when you want to take it. You guys are WEAK...not in the sense of strength but if you cannot handle a girl taking care of you, holding you down, wanting the best for you, supporting you with the constructive things that you do, plus having everything that you can possibly want in a chick DONT HIT ME UP! I am too fragile for Games ={ ..and yall wonder why i read my books lol

Is It Just Me

Well you guys i have been thinking these days and i have alot of questions so the title of this post is:  Is It Just Me or ......

1. IS IT JUST ME OR...Do you hate when ugly people think there all that,i mean play Ur role in life..lol
2. IS IT JUST ME OR....Is the  hole dressing 80s thing out of style and wack especially when your born in the 90s
3. IS IT JUST ME OR...is acting like your someone Else in style because last time i check people like your when u be your self because i hate people who try to be DOWN..
4. IS IT JUST ME OR...why do black people not stick together anymore or just support each other or call each other brother or sister WHY DO WE WANT TO SEE EACH OTHER FAIL.
5. IS IT JUST ME OR...why do all people that dont have jobs or dont want jobs or mother who doesn't work....want to rob people.i mean get a job do something with your life  and stop stealing other people sidekicks get or own how would you feel if someone did that to you.
6. IS IT JUST ME OR....why do these kids wear those dumb ass looking scarves around there neck like you look dumb ass hell take that shit off...
7. IS IT JUST ME OR..why do all crack heads have shiny hair
8. IS IT JUST ME OR....why do people think they get fresh and try to talk about other people when they shop at H&M  and why do these kids think there cool because they drank some star bucks...  like what  is so cool about coffee and then they brag about it like its just coffee ,get a life and stop trying to something your not...
9. IS IT JUST ME OR..... is everybody in love or in a relationships except me.
   
10. IS IT JUST ME OR...Does everyone has a blog....just to have one 
11. IS IT JUST ME OR.. WHEN I JOB SAYS' THEY WOULD BE IN CONTACT' DO THEY REALLY MEAN THAT..........LOL 

note to all this is just what i think..my look on life dont be mad if ur one of these people...

CAN SOMEONE EMAIL ME WITH THE ANSWERS TO MY QUESTIONS I REALLY WANT TO NO 

IS IT JUST ME OR.....

Tell me, Did venus blow your mind?

Caught up in the conformations and speculations of what's right and wrong......

to indulge in the natural pleasures placed here by the mighty omniscient one, justifiable in some sorts but is it morally acceptable? 

I argue a point that i myself, hardly understand. 

That what's wrong is wrong and what's right is right, even if i have not experienced the wrong to know if its right.....mixed with the people who think they know everything and the people who know nothing, there is me..the agnostic...who is in between the two, condoning the wrong to some extent but never admitting that its right.

To say it's wrong is to ignore the good found in the bad.

I'm sure that if i have been to the atmosphere and traced the galaxy,

 blown by venus..with drops of jupiter in MY hair

the argument of whether this is right or wrong would be out of mind.

Yet it is Ambiguous ......

Ok so i have started reading This Amazing book by steve harvey <==== Act like  a lady think like a man. It is basically a relationship guide for women to learn how men think. I just started reading it and i am HOOKED. strung the hell out over this book. He's just not that into you has nothing on this book

heres an excerpt:

"...you have to understand a man's motivation--why he's not home, why he spends so much time working, why he's watching his money the way he does. because in this world he is being judged by other men based on who he is, what he does, and how much he makes. that affects his mood. if you know he's not where he wants to be or not on track to where he wants to be, then his mood swings will make more sense to you. your inability to get him to sit and talk now makes sense. His 'on the grind" mentality becomes more clear to you. Really, its all tied to the three things that drive him. (who he is, what he does, and how much he makes.) so if its on his mind, and he hasnt lined up the who he is, what he does, and how much he makes in the way that he sees fit, he cant possibly be to you what he wants to be. which means that you can't really have the man you want. he cant sit around talking with you or dream about marriage and family, if his mind is on how to make money, how to get a better position, and how to be the kind of man he needs to be for you"

I can relate Nuff said ...lol

well i'm off to finish reading my book

but this is on my booklist guys, you should def. check it out...both boys and girls

much love bloggers im out =) 

Welcome Back

Wassup bloggers  this is your boy ERIC.MC, Ima  just cut to the chase so the other day me and tay went shopping because she had that stack and I had some what bit of cash on me something lite .. so first off tay is so picky so doesnt kno what so wants i told her she should have here own reality show called its complicated ..lol because her life is so complicated and tay is very anal, but we  had a ball. and after all that shopping i got hungry and worn out like old sweater so we went to pick up something to snack on at dean deluca then we decided we didn't want our night to end so went to union square

to the movies.To go see Taken. tay must have felt mysterious because that movie is fillled with danger, twist and

turns... but is good though.....so that was my weekend in a little nut shell. and oh, me and tay took some hot pics check

them out.

P.s. stay tuned later i have a a public service announcement

Forgive me But...

why do guys suckkk sooo muchhh?

like i simply do not understand the male species...

-why is it that when us females try our best to satisfy and be everything that a guy wants, this is when they dont want you? I thought that maybe we make ourselvess too available or is it basically that they just aren't interested? But if that is so..howcome they never seem to let that be known from the start?I understand that sometimes it seems like things are moving too fast or you may  be confused..but let me work with you, especially if im trying my hardest to be apart of your life.

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now i am not trying to personalize this so readers dont be so vain because this isn't about you or me. i am just curious.

Now to personalize it....

I have taken into notice that you have been ignoring me lately and from expirience i know when a guy just doesnt want anything to do with me. I just wish that you would have been more of a man about it. Guess i can blame it on the free lol so from today on i am going to say to you that i understand and that i will no longer be a burden on your life..its is whatever. Thanks for showing me a little taste of perfection lol even if it was only 2 weeks that went well.  i enjoyed your company and conversation...i loved the walks and the time i spent playing with your um  dog lol =) ily

anyway......

Why the helll does it seem like i am the only person in the whole entire world who is never happy!? I build myself up only to be broken down again. I burn bridges only to be stranded. I sacrifice, Utilize, stigmatize, sensualize and antagonize myself, all for the happiness and well being for that special guy. If i had a dime for every guy that played, lied, cheated, hurt, disrespected, led on, and left me...i would be one Rich chick. I spend so much time canonizing these guys that i forget to appreciate myself. I set high expectations, and notice potential in people that would rather do dirt then do right. And trust me i am not trying to change you when i give suggestions about the things that i do and do not like for a guy to do..i am simply trying to help you better yourself. Obviously there is a light that i see in you and i want to make it my responsibility to keep that light shining and/or make it illuminate more. That is my duty as your girl/ Girl that is interested in you. It seems like i bring a full coarse meal to the table, but they would rather the fast food. It is all so confusing. And then they complain that there aren't any good women left...I wonder why 

Haha Crazy Flashback! plus a dedicaton

Well yeah people this is soo random, but i was talking to the homie Archie and i got this crazy flash back to This comic that I used to be in love with. Its called Archie <--- Obviously lol there were like 4 different versions of the comic. It was Archie, Archie's Digest, Betty and Veronica (my fav) and Archie's paL Jughead. I used to make my mother take me all the way to L.I just for a Brand new Archie comic. 

well so yeah Archie was in love with Betty and he was on and off dating veronica. Veronica was rich and had alot of money and she was like one of the most popular girls. Betty was popular too but she was more like myself  =) nice, cool, one of the guys at times, and very romantic. Betty always fronted on Archie tho, but would be jealous when he was with veronica. personally i think that Betty and Archie are made for each other..and Veronica is Perfect for Reggie. =)

ON ANOTHER NOTE....

Although i know that mostly everyone who reads this is gonna be like wtf? and idc...Eric aswell, but the truth is i dont give a fuck lol not to be mean and i appreciate the views, i really do,  but dont complain about my topics! would you rather me blog about fashion, music , gossip and all that other bullshit that other people Blog about?

if yes fuck off and dont read the blog !

if no then =] thank u and there will be more of my bullshit topics and random unimportant posts to come...and Sidebar: that ^^^^^ was a personal attack on someones kneck lol idc if my post are boring..get a fucking life! lol 

much love bloggers <3>

Seventeen Forever =)

Well Friday Febuary 20th was my birthday and i have to admit that i felt soo loved and adored. I have Friends that i never even knew that i had. Btw thank you everyone who texted/ myspaced/ facebooked/ AIM'ed or called me!

so yeah yesterday me and my most dearest friends went out. It was me , momo who's birthday is sunday. Maryam aka mama cheerah, Bree aka my future college roomate, and Heather aka My mom's man's daughter aka...somin like a sister lolll. My mom decided totake us to benihanas and then to the movies and then to cold stones. the movie didnt work out too well cuz madea was sold out. But it didnt really matter to me because i really dont want to see madea. so we went to cold stones after benihana and i had a french vanilla caramel graham cracker marshmellow cake icecream scoop in a waffle cup =DDD

all together my day was great!
but much love bloggers im out

That green gentleman =DDD

Well sorry people i am Super late with this bit of info but i'll just pretend that it just happened today...being that i miss Eric so much lol...ok So lately i been having this wild ass craving for my Favoritest restaraunt in the whole entire world good burger ..so i decided to put the besty Momo, and hOmey Eric onto it. Omg i had my Norm...A cheeseburger with ketchup lettuce mayo cooked well done =D..like always that shit was bombbbb. i ate that shit like the fucking Hobo i looked like that day. After me and eric went to the movies to see He's Just not that into you ..which is by the way the best and most insightful movie i ever saw in my life...and i previously bought the book, which i love aswell..and SideBar: I really did need to read it for those who thought otherwise lol ....I am never going to the movies with eric again because he picked out the worst seats in 18th street theatre, and Jet Li and Connie Chung sat in front of us ..with Mr.T and his wife behind us lol and then he kept talking so bleh -_-  

Forgive me for these run on sentences btw.....

The day after i think Me and momo went back and i had the same meal, but then we went to Virgin Mega store..which is a bad name for the store being that they had the nastiest sex books ever...one was named 'spot the Dildo'...forgive the vulgarity lol. yeahp but after i made momo jizz in her pants we freeloaded off of the free music..which is like Nirvana or the pleasure of sex without the sex for a music junkie like myself. 

yup so that was my week....despite the 10 dollar burger and 5 dollar batteries i had a pretty good time with my only friends lol

but much love bloggers im out =DD

Dont Judge me lol

VACATION

Wassup world this ur boy eric.mc yes sir I'm posting frm my vacation...
yes I'm in atl now for a week. my flight was popin I was in first class my
moms hooked me up, but right now i'm thinking about Tay and how she is
handling the bulshit..I guess there is hope for me now.. just a
insider... O and congrats to Tay for geting in to college our girl is
growing up. I gotta go though. got some atl shoping to do......Ooo and
remember love live and laugh ......

Ps Happy bday to Tay and Momo ...have a good one..
Tay- febuary 20th
momo- febuary 22nd

Bullshit as usual.....

so yes, everyone remembers the guy that i was so smitten and in cahoots with..i mean everyone who actually takes the time to read my posts lol yes my scorpio  for all who missed it. he was this really great guy who i found myself falling for this past febuary. everything was cool..we chilled went to the movies, ate 15 dollar subway...i bought him pizza he bought me soda, it was nirvana in a simple minded sort of way..for me anyway. truthfully he was everything that i been searching for in a guy. we talked about our feelings, he made me laugh...alot actually, he laughed at my whack jokes, we had great communication..all until the day before valentines day when s0mething happen..some sort of disagreement about my place and importance to him. that wasnt even a problem to me actually i was willing to work it out. i was going to see him on valentines day and talk about it because i really did want to be with him. but then that dreadful feb. 14th came and no call from ...scorpio lol so i wait ....and wait.... still no call from scorpio. so my brother offers to tke me out to eat and im like fine and im somewhat happy because my acceptance letter from old westbury came whoo hoo me =_==. so we eating and i get a phone call from a certain friend of mine like tay..i saw dru....i mean scorpio today and im like o_O where? and they say BLOOMINGDALES. okay so not only was i pissed cuz he flopped on me but the dude was at one of my favoritest places in the world without me! okay so im skeptic , i ask my friend what he got on, just to make sure its him and not jump to conclusion..they say some boots and a black trench , they say he tall and kinda chubby so im like damn! thats my scorpio alright..so i call dude and i gets voicemail....i eat and call dude when i get home...voicemail again...send a text, get it back the next day "how you know i was in bloomingdales" okkk people now im not dumb nor stupid and my G radar be on high so my shit ringing like he really tryna play me...forgive me for this long ass story but i need to vent. so now im crushed in the car blasting jodeci, my brother like you want me to kill him, im like no i like him too much for him to die lolll gets home and he end the little thing we had going on ..watever it was <---- that was a minor correction due to some previous disagreements..... =O on valentines day..through a text!!!! i mean how harsh is that? so im sitting home very sad because as i said before i really liked scorpio he was my andykins. all my friends tryna consult me but i really didnt feel like talking, the next day came and we speak. he says that he want to focus on his music and nothing else and how he doesnt want to DEAL withanything...at first i understood but then i started thinging like this is the same exact dude that was all cuddling with me telling me how happy he was and shit with me...that same dude is leaving me? so now my fuck it state of mind came into play...the same state of mind that i have at this moment..i aint gonna front it hurts but shit his losts because i am a great girl. then i started missing him..it wasnt until a very lovely  friend of mine tells me she saw him at the movies with another girl.....

now ladies if i was grimey i would tell yall his name so yall wouldnt have to go through this same bullshit, but im not. lets just say i hope he reads this and sees that he was wrong...anyhoo

much love bloggers im out

Finallyyyy!

I am homeeee lol yeah feel like my ass was in rikers for ten years. But son lemme tell you guys about my trip (smfh) that should set the tone for ya. ok first of all it was Hot and that is the best thing about it, but a downer on that boner is look what the hell i had on 

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My ass look dressed for winter in the city man... but hey that was cool i dealt with it. so when we got there to that bumb ass motel, i was tight as fuck! i hate! motels lol i literally slept with all my clothes on because i watch the discovery channel and i know what come out under that blue light in them shits. after we got settled my cousin and her friends picked us up from the hotel (mind you shorty was 17) scooping me in her hoopty ..i was jealoussssss

they told us we were going shopping and me and my lil cousin ^^ in the pic..jade...was like cool, she wanted some uggs and i needed to hit up american eagle.....but these bitches took us to Jc Penny o_O was i mad or was i mad.....eesh so yeah we aint buy shit we decided to leave them and go to Taco bell and take pics

later on we went to a party -_-....they dances are like wah? they got some shit called the stanky leg lmfao and omg no reggae! plus all the southern boys was tryna bag us cuz they said they like me and my cousins' swag, style, and our accents lmao i felt like New New from Atl but shit i ignored them and went on the phone with my andykins...although he kinda pissed me off, but still i missed him so i dealt with it lol

now im home and i am sooooo superrrrr happy to be in my own bed! (forgive me if i typed too much) i dont really be expecting people to read all this lol its just a habit that once i start i cant stop goin because i be having alot to say...see and here i go again........

Pure Imagination

YO YO YO WAS SUP WORLD THIS UR BOY ERIC.MC HERE, WELL Today is the day that i have been waiting all night for the Grammys yessss... I love the grammy just cause i like music so much so at 8pm i was glued to my tv...There were alot of memorably momments like when Coldplay,Adele,Estelle but the just by far was Jay z and Coldplayhere is a video of the PERFORMANCE..
welll here a link http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshh59gufN2U4X32VlJc
ANYWAY WELL THAT POST WAS OLD BUT THIS IS NEW, I Spoke to Tay and she told me if i didn't post she was going to kill me so here i am i been up to the same old same old anit shit change just getting ready for vacation..i cant wait but before i go i gotta hit up the BBC store so tay that means i trip to the city...and plus im getting a tattoo soon ......but its been real UR BOY ERIC .MC REMEMBER STAY FRESH STAY FLY AND STAY YOURSELF...

Ms. Solo Dolo (kinda) lol

Well yeah i am so sorryyy i haven't posted in like years and i apologize for leaving you with Eric's wack post, forgive me...i know he can be quite a drag lol well yeah imma start all the way back to last week when i went to mideaval times :) idk i feel like a young ass kid but the horsies was sooo pretty, plus it was 30 dollars a plate so can you say splash! well yeah that shit was disgusting. they give you a big ass piece a chicken, a rib, a potatoe and be like Bon apetite -_--
We was on the Black and White team and we won...woot woot



so yeah the week after that has been great! i have been chilling with my new buddy and it has been very fun. but enough of that because i can go on and on and it will take about 3 posts to explain how i feel right now lol Lets just say i am Happy than you.

Tomorrow i am goin to North Carolina, thats right back to the Dirty south ...retracing my roots and shit lol to my cousin house in Lumberton. Its her birthday and she is having a party and they in need of some of my brooklyn flava to spice up they gumbo ya know. im gonna try to bring my laptop because eric be footlonging me about posting ..its ok i still love you eric, im not a smut muffin lmfaoo oh yes loll i went there...Kudos tay :))

right now tho im sitting here eating some Crazy core skittles which are fucking delicious! and waiting for a text , or a phone call...a fax or email would be nice too ...telegraph or somin' lmao and he say i shouldnt be reading that book "he's just not that into you" ..this is the first effin chapter. lol but yeahhhh tooodles bloggers im out
stay cool :)

She Loves Everybody.....

Well whats shaken bloggers its Eric.mc here, well lately i been chillen last weekend i chilled in brevoot with my homies i had ball when you grow up with a nigga its like yll never going to stop being friends no mattter how annoying(sadly)but last week i took the regents math a and us history i failed matha last year because that shit was hard.but this year i was determine to pass..and guess what i did i passed with flying colors..lol anyway a few post ago i told u guys about me and Tay are determend to find cellmates(Thats my 09 remix of soulmates)this year well thought i had a candidate but guess i didnt i would go in to detail but has my mommy would say some things are just better left unsaid well tay has found someone anyway no i gotta get out my old player book...lol anywayzz on a good note in one week i will be going on a vacation im in need of one ..i look like death warmed up...so i wont be posting in a well so i dictated to make this one good.Also me and tay got some hot pics coming and do you guys like the new layout...leave us a comment...here is a video i love and can relate to its been real Eric.mc
p.s. i will be posting on v day and remember love is for suckers

Neosporin && G...I Dedicate Dedicate loll

well this weekend has had a very pleasantly painful beginning...somewhat lol
First i got my tat. This was like my second goal before i turn 17 (the first was get my permit) in which i also received this month :)) Happy Happy, lets Just say i'm making waves. ALSO i have had the opportunity to meet a very nice scorpio dude...kudos to him lol must i mention that i am only mentioning this guy because i was asked too, so no conclusions people, head first. This Guy spits so much G its ridiculous lol if i wasnt such the certified sweet talker that i am , i would probably be throwing my panties at this guy loll But i think i like em' like a meatphor... the cat is cool 8-) plus he's a scorpio and i'm a pisces so we connected and the horoscopes say that body rockin knockin the boots would be great...not that i am thinking that way or nuffin lmao
well yeah on another note, me and the TRUSTED (and i emphasize this) friend eric has been in Cahoots loll this is another cool cat man. we havent even been friends that long and i feel like i could tell em anything....But anyways this was just an update, I'm off to apply some Neosporin on my INk man...cuz i'm a G like that :P

woot woot new tat ...My blogs be soooo much better than Erics BTW :)

idk lol just some shit i think about ...plus my fav. Lupe line

Deserve-(v)be given one’s due, be in line for, be worthy of, demand, earn, gain, get what is coming to one, have it coming, have the right to, justify, lay claim to, merit, procure, rate, warrant, win......

really?


What exactly is it that i deserve?
thats alll i am ever told.
by the ones i love,
the ones that love me..
even the ones that would love to be in love with me.
all they say is "tay you deserve...."

it is not soo much what comes after those words, but those 3 words alone, that stand out to me. for another person to tell me, that i deserve something other than what i already have, too me, is quite ridiculous.

is the point of you speaking of what i deserve, to express the things you will provide for me?

if you say i deserve love, will you love me?
if you say i deserve the finer things, will you provide them?
if you say i deserve trust, will you trust in me? will you allow me to trust in you?

if not, then what is the reason for telling me about anything that i should have? if you know all the things that i 'deserve' shouldnt you give it to me?







"he just sits, and watches the people in the boxes

everything he sees he absorbs and adopts it

he mimics and he mocks it

really hates the box but he can't remember how to stop it

so he continues to watch it

hoping that it'll give him somethin that he can box with

or how the locksmith, see the box as, locked in the box

ain't got the combination to unlock it

that's why he watches, scared to look away

cause at that moment, it might show him

what to take off the locks with

so he chained himself to the box

took a lock and then he locked it

swallowed the combination and then forgot it."

Do The Right Thing........

Don't you just love that movie a Brooklyn classic) But lately that's the saying that's been going through my mind I been trying to not go back to my old ways but hey what can i do)So I'm making a LIST AND CHECKING IT TWICE OF THE THINGS I DID THIS WEEK.BECAUSE I GOT THING TO DO AND ITS JUST QUICKER

**Tuesday-looked at history being made our first black president

**Wednesday-Went to school and did fucking exam...failed and talked to amala

**Thursday-Same as Friday but talked to amala longer....

**Friday-Went to all my teachers and pegged them to pass my black ass...

**Saturday-Went to Soho with my sister anit get shit just watched her shop and talked to tay for maid long about here love life and why she single....o and i talked to amala


AND TODAY I'M NOT DO IN SHIT ......

Guilty Concious

SUP!!!!!!!! Well today is Sunday and because did int post none this week im just start frm Friday.ok so shytay(that's what im calling her from now on)and i went to a party in the city and it was an unusual party but nowing myself i still had a good time alot of good looking white gurls i was in heaven..but let me tell u guys about tay she is the most shyest person in the world i was laughing sometimes at her because i was walking around the party trying to give her number to random guys but tay looked hot she was the hottest black gurl in the building i couldn't get the guys off of her. but when the party was over we went to spring street to get a good old slice of pizza(well tay did)and we had to end our night of fun Early because a curtain someone wanted to go home(im just call this person MOEARLY) it was so cold that night i froze my ass,dick head fingers off i couldn't believe how cold it was i wanted to just die out there but once we got on the train Put in my ipodi and tune MOEARLY OUT tay was in her own little world but im tired of typing i got a life ........TTYL

I WAS REALLY BORED JUST NOW

Dont Mind me....

well today i chilled with my neice shamya...aka the diva..she had the nerve to say "tay what ya name is?..you aint no diva " lol yes i guess she just loves beyonce....so yeah we made a video for face book but i'll post it here too

                                                   

lol this child is like too funny. if i have a dughter i want her to be just like my prissy little niece. :)

heres more pics from today

                                             Caught texting <3 lol haha

Realism, Optimism, or pessimism?

ok well i was thinking about the buddhist idea of Nirvana and the 4 noble truths, and upon my discussion with myself i came across the argument of whether a realist is just a very happy pessimist or a very sad optimist. so we all (should) know that a pessimist sees the bad and a optimist see the good..but what exactly is a realist? i think that a realist is just a person who is a hopeful pessimist who sees the worst and hopes for the good. or they can be a very dissapointed optimist who is always looking for the good but is always let down.

but when it came down to it i started to wonder which exactly i am. i always see myself as a pessimist, much because i am a strong believer in the 4 noble truths which are

1. Life means suffering.

To live means to suffer, because the human nature is not perfect and neither is the world we live in. During our lifetime, we inevitably have to endure physical suffering such as pain, sickness, injury, tiredness, old age, and eventually death; and we have to endure psychological suffering like sadness, fear, frustration, disappointment, and depression. Although there are different degrees of suffering and there are also positive experiences in life that we perceive as the opposite of suffering, such as ease, comfort and happiness, life in its totality is imperfect and incomplete, because our world is subject to impermanence. This means we are never able to keep permanently what we strive for, and just as happy moments pass by, we ourselves and our loved ones will pass away one day, too.

2. The origin of suffering is attachment.

The origin of suffering is attachment to transient things and the ignorance thereof. Transient things do not only include the physical objects that surround us, but also ideas, and -in a greater sense- all objects of our perception. Ignorance is the lack of understanding of how our mind is attached to impermanent things. The reasons for suffering are desire, passion, ardour, pursuit of wealth and prestige, striving for fame and popularity, or in short: craving and clinging. Because the objects of our attachment are transient, their loss is inevitable, thus suffering will necessarily follow. Objects of attachment also include the idea of a "self" which is a delusion, because there is no abiding self. What we call "self" is just an imagined entity, and we are merely a part of the ceaseless becoming of the universe.

3. The cessation of suffering is attainable.

The cessation of suffering can be attained through nirodha. Nirodha means the unmaking of sensual craving and conceptual attachment. The third noble truth expresses the idea that suffering can be ended by attaining dispassion. Nirodha extinguishes all forms of clinging and attachment. This means that suffering can be overcome through human activity, simply by removing the cause of suffering. Attaining and perfecting dispassion is a process of many levels that ultimately results in the state of Nirvana. Nirvana means freedom from all worries, troubles, complexes, fabrications and ideas. Nirvana is not comprehensible for those who have not attained it.

4. The path to the cessation of suffering.

There is a path to the end of suffering - a gradual path of self-improvement, which is described more detailed in the Eightfold Path. It is the middle way between the two extremes of excessive self-indulgence (hedonism) and excessive self-mortification (asceticism); and it leads to the end of the cycle of rebirth. The latter quality discerns it from other paths which are merely "wandering on the wheel of becoming", because these do not have a final object. The path to the end of suffering can extend over many lifetimes, throughout which every individual rebirth is subject to karmic conditioning. Craving, ignorance, delusions, and its effects will disappear gradually, as progress is made on the path.

idk maybe i am just a hopefull pessimist, but i would never know until i fully understand the definitions of a realist and a pessimist and their variables =]

Cashmere Thoughts

WELL WERE DO I START LET ME SAY I'M SORRY FOR NOT POSTING I JUST HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY(I REALLY DONT HAVE A REASON WHY TAY HASN'T BEEN POSTING I TOLD HER SHE NEEDS TAY IS JUST A SINGLE BLACK FEMALE ADDICTED TO RETAIL AS KANYE WOULD SAY)OK Since Starting school Monday i have Been so tried Everyday (i for got how demanding school is)Well since its 09 me and tay have been on the hunt looking high and low CROSSING THE SEVEN SEAS..LOL Ms.right and Mr'.right because me and tay have been stay single for too long.We Are Just SICK AND TRIED BEING SINGLE THESE DAYS IT JUST ANIT FUN. SO THIS YEAR WE MAID A CHOICE TO get back out there and start dating again lately it has been really fun.i have been have i really good time(I CANT SPEAK FOR TAY)BUT OTHER THEN I HAVE BEEN JUST DOING THE SAME THINGS I USUALLY DO DRESS AND REST

SO TODAY I WENT TO GO VISIT MY STEP MOM ON KINGSTON AT HER BEAUTY SALON( I LOVE ANYPLACE WERE I CAN LOOK AT BEAUTIFUL BLACK GURLS ALL DAY..LOL)THAN I WENT TO BREVOOT TO CHILL WITH MY CUZZOO(I SWEAR HE IS THE BLACK HUGH HEFNER) SO THEN WE WENT TO GO CHILL WITH A FRIEND( IM NOT GOING TO SHOUT THIS PERSON OUT U NO WHO U R)THEN I HAD TO GO HOME BECAUSE I DON'T GOT IT LIKE USED TO...IM GETTING OLD...IT WAS COLD AND MY NOSE WAS RUINING LIKE A RACE.....ITS 2:09AM SO DO NT BE MAD ABOUT MY TYPING BE CAUSE IM TRIED AS HELL ....AND I'M WATCHING JACKASS IT IS SO FUNNY..

NEW YEARZZZZZ FUNNNNN

(tay broke the chain) So yesterday i started my day off sleeping i slept tell 3(because i really dint feel like doing shit)but i got my ass up and went to go to see the ball drop sober wasn't drunk i really had a ball(OK IM A RAPPER)I WAS SO COLD I NEVER BEEN SO COLD IN MY LIFE( i should have drank)but i really didnt want to hear no gun shots or get shot(lol) that's why i went to see the ball then to see a hospital like my sister(got to drunk and had so many clothes on she looked like a lesbian going camping)BUT im so ready for this year now i can start cutting niggas off and start surrounding myself with positive people,also start seeing what i really went out of life..... thats it for me here is a Holiday laughter