WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO AROUND.............

Wasup people of the world this is ur boy ERIC.MC,Well tonite im sitting in the brib just chillen relaxing in house. thinking about my life or just life as usual well in casa de la eric ( dont ask me what that mean idk) while sitting in the house i had an epiphany i started think about what people really want out of life and i came to the conclusion that allot of people want the these three letters
LCC. LOVE CLOTHES AND A GOOD CAREER.( WELL MOST OF MY FRIENDS WANT LOVE... MUNIES... THE OTHERS) i see most of my fellow teens just want love. they're steady looking for who they can bag (in lack of  a better word) and all i want is two of them a good Career and lots of Clothes ....thanks to Keri hilson i came to the conclusion  that everyone has a perfect world.... in my world there would be teens thinking about getting money instead of making babies...everybody pregnant these days....lmao o well

p.s. above is a pic of me in central park with my wife 

INSPIRED

Excerpt......

"until we realize that our fears originate in our own awareness of inevitable change and loss, we blame them on causes outside us, convinced that other people, places and things are making us feel vulnerable and threatened."

So yeah i been reading this book called The end of fear which is basically like the 'spiritual path for realist', as quoted from the Author Richard Schaub Ph.D (Psychotherapist). from the first chapter i was inspired. I myself is a Realist...kinda more on the pessimistic side tho. As i was reading, i came to realize that maybe the reason why i am always so nervous and so worried bout things is because i am well aware that my existence on this earth is not permanent therefore i am always feeling like: if this life were to end for me tomorrow, what will i be known for? what can be a representation of who i am and who will remember me?
i also started to realize that none of us will be around for ever, not me ..nor you..not your family...nor mines, and as we grow older we will witness these things that we have became so accustomed to, like family and friends fade away. If that isnt a good basis for pessimistic attitudes then idk what is. I live my life day by day knowing that i can be gone tomorrow, but u will not see me out partying getting drunk, nor at church all day because i know that neither of those paths can truly provide happines. I myself lives by the KALAMA SUTTA ....Buddha instructs the Kalama People on which basis one should decide which religious teaching to accept as true. The Buddha tells the Kalamas to not just believe religious teachings because they are claimed to be true by various sources or through the application of various methods and techniques. He urges that direct knowledge from one's own experience should be called upon. He counsels that the words of the wise should be heeded and taken into account when deciding upon the value of a teaching. This is not a dogmatic acceptance but rather a constantly questioning and testing acceptance of those teachings which can be proven to reduce suffering.

i know all of this seems unpractical to all of you reading but truthfully i think that everyone needs to evaluate themselves before they satrt to question the motives and actions of another person. I did and i see that the worst part of life is that we all die..kinda melodramatic but its the truth
=/

MY WEEKEND...

WELL WASUP BLOGGERS THIS IS ERIC.MC ,Todays is Sunday and i went to church today god is good all the time LOLOL. I really needed to go because lately  I been feeling like killing a  mother fucker.  because niggers is dumb as hell these days nobody uses there brain I fell like everybody  IS FUCKING TRYING TO BE SOMETHING THERE NOT LIKE GROW UP. What grade are you in BETTER YET  OR HOW OLD ARE YOU get a fucking life and stop lying, faking, following,cheating,acting immature,and please all my teens stop acting like your 40 and need to get married before 60. because your mad young like why are acting like Ur world is going to end if someone brakes up with u... like get a fucking grip on life.(im sorry  just venting) and i also hate when girls say they want a god guy but wouldn't no one if the got smacked with one. And  (i promise this is my last one) when i niggas act like there wasted and they only been drinking colored water like are you 4real .O and i hate when someone that talks educated  or is smart  that's has been places people think is wried or girls dont wanna fuck with you because ur not smoking weed and saying no homo every five minute or pants hanging off ur ass. then my bad maybe if i act like that girls would be feening most girls r dumb as hell( well as p!nk wold say stupid girls)

other than that my life is fine well Saturday i was hanging with some loser's im mad because i could have really been at SXSW I REALLY WANTED TO GO . BUT RITE NOW IMA ABOUT TO WATCH A MOVIE SO HIT ME UP ON TWITTER WWW.TWITTER.COM/ERIC718

AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE THIS POST OR HAVE SOME THING TO SAY  SUCK MY DICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK THE WORLD IM OUT

AND I SEE THE TRUTH REALLY DOES HURT MOMMY WAS RIGHT..LOL

ITS FRIDAY ITS FRIDAY........

WELL BLOGGERS WASUP IT UR BOY ERIC.MC DID YOU MISS ME WELL EVEN IF U DIDN'T I MISS YOU GUYS.WELL As you no today is Friday and THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING. YES IM SO READY FOR IT BUT IM MAD THAT IT WAS REALLY SNOWING TODAY. BUT ANYWAY YES SINCE IT S BEEN A HOLE WEEK IM JUST UPDATE YOU. (ON MY NEXT POST) BUT ANYWAY TODAY IM CHILL EN WITH MY COUSIN IM BOUT TO GET DRUNK BECAUSE AFTER THE WEEK I HAD I NEED ONE.AND ALSO I WANT EVERYBODY TO NOW THAT I HAVE A TWITTER  YES I KNOW WHO DOESN'T BUT I THINK ITS REALLY COOL.SO HERE IT IN 

http://twitter.com/ERICMC718 HIT ME UP. BUT ANY WAY IMA BUT TO BE OUT I JUST WANT TO LEAVE ALL YOU GUYS

WITH A FLASH BACK FRIDAY VIDEO....

Indivisuali_TAY

Sorry people that i have been missing in action lately but i have like this new blog, which is more personal because i tend to talk and talk about all my bullshit that some people dont want to read .. SomberAssesments.blogspot.com

Lately i have Noticed that i really DONT LIKE some people. Like the things that people do is annoying. 

-Recently i have been around alot of people that lie..like for attention, just so that other people would accept them. that pisses me off like crazy. 

-Then its the people that go on and on about themselves and thier lives and just when you think the conversation is shifting toward you...there they go AGAIN with another story about them! 

-and Then Not to Mention the ones that have Jokes that just doesn't seem funny, especially when they want to joke when your not in the mood...ughhh.

-Also i have seen alot of people that goes hard for something that you knew abut for yearsssss. things that you mentioned madd times, but when they talk to you about it, they make it as tho they putting you on? like what

-Also the Go hards...Wtf you gotta go so hard for. Calm the fuck down. its just life, its never that serious to go hard! like for example it be like one cookie left and they be like "fuck outta here thats my cookie i was looking at it , wanna fight? so waddup? i want the cookie, what it is then?" i mean for realll..all for a cookie? lol

Maybe i just need to stay the hell away from people until college because seriously tho..yall blowin mines -_-

no offense

TGIF

WELL WASUP WORLD THIS IS UR BOY ERIC.MC YES TODAY IS FRIEND AND IM SO HAPPY NO SCHOOL NO WORRYS JUST, ME AND MY BED, BUT TODAY ITS PARTY TIME  YES TODAY IM GOING TO A PARTY AND I CANT  WAIT TO LET LOSS AND DRINK MY ASS OFF. I ANIT BEEN OUT IN A MINTUE.. I CANT WAIT BUT NOW ANY WAY IMA ABOUT TO GET OUT OF HERE BUT BEFORE I GO IMA LEAVE YOU WITH A FRIDAY FLASH BACK VIDEO

chronic champagne nightcap + venting = Nirvana

Well first off i know i went M.I.A from this shit for a while, but nothing Blog worthy has really happened for me. 

Ok so heres a little recap:

Friday: Walked from downtown to Little italy/ Soho With Eric... had dinner at this italian restaraunt. lol we were the only dark skinned people in that spot if u feel my drift.

Saturday:  Saturday school in the a.m --_-, then went with the madre to look for prom dresses in central islip =].

Sunday: Movie with the Homie --_---------- blah.

Today: Chloe Morgan Fulmore! woot woot lol 

Okay so people lately i have been realizing things about myself. when i have a problem (usually guy problems) lol i stress it and try to make things right you know, but it seems like the more i try the less i get. Truthfully i am SOFT as hell lol the littlest things hurt me. I could be talking to a guy for two days but if he leave me after those two days i would most likely cry and then go blog about it, then put in my status that i wrote a new blog, hoping that he would see and go read my blog and then magically have a change of heart and call my cell phone and profess his undying love for me lmao yes thats my fantasty. its that serious with me. Hopeless romantic is not the word! more like passive aggressive obsessive compulsive romantic. And the thing about this is that i admit it. I know i do crazy things for love. i know that i go hard so to say. and i let these guys know! In my besty's terms "they signed up for this". And yet they still apply early, resume in hand lol They  forget that they 'bagged' me regardless of all the baggage i tell them that i come with. in the first day that i start messing with a guy, i hear a thousand stories.. stories about where he be, who he with, what he did, how he is, who he is...things that i myself never knew was physically possible. they be Like ahem 'i saw so and so in queens with so and so doing so and so" and im like SO!!!!! 

when will i finally find something real to rest my head on. like somebody who wont hold it against me when i just need someone to hold me. someone who has no problem everytime i wanna be wined and dined, taken out on a friday night to spend a little time. 

I aint Gonna beg you:

-everytime i need someone to be there when i had me one of them crazy days

-everytime i want someone to treat me like they always said they were gonna treat me like

-everytime i need some huggin and some lovin' but your busy so i don't get nothing

I am so sick of being patient...i am NOT here for you to take it when you want to take it. You guys are WEAK...not in the sense of strength but if you cannot handle a girl taking care of you, holding you down, wanting the best for you, supporting you with the constructive things that you do, plus having everything that you can possibly want in a chick DONT HIT ME UP! I am too fragile for Games ={ ..and yall wonder why i read my books lol

Is It Just Me

Well you guys i have been thinking these days and i have alot of questions so the title of this post is:  Is It Just Me or ......

1. IS IT JUST ME OR...Do you hate when ugly people think there all that,i mean play Ur role in life..lol
2. IS IT JUST ME OR....Is the  hole dressing 80s thing out of style and wack especially when your born in the 90s
3. IS IT JUST ME OR...is acting like your someone Else in style because last time i check people like your when u be your self because i hate people who try to be DOWN..
4. IS IT JUST ME OR...why do black people not stick together anymore or just support each other or call each other brother or sister WHY DO WE WANT TO SEE EACH OTHER FAIL.
5. IS IT JUST ME OR...why do all people that dont have jobs or dont want jobs or mother who doesn't work....want to rob people.i mean get a job do something with your life  and stop stealing other people sidekicks get or own how would you feel if someone did that to you.
6. IS IT JUST ME OR....why do these kids wear those dumb ass looking scarves around there neck like you look dumb ass hell take that shit off...
7. IS IT JUST ME OR..why do all crack heads have shiny hair
8. IS IT JUST ME OR....why do people think they get fresh and try to talk about other people when they shop at H&M  and why do these kids think there cool because they drank some star bucks...  like what  is so cool about coffee and then they brag about it like its just coffee ,get a life and stop trying to something your not...
9. IS IT JUST ME OR..... is everybody in love or in a relationships except me.
   
10. IS IT JUST ME OR...Does everyone has a blog....just to have one 
11. IS IT JUST ME OR.. WHEN I JOB SAYS' THEY WOULD BE IN CONTACT' DO THEY REALLY MEAN THAT..........LOL 

note to all this is just what i think..my look on life dont be mad if ur one of these people...

CAN SOMEONE EMAIL ME WITH THE ANSWERS TO MY QUESTIONS I REALLY WANT TO NO 

IS IT JUST ME OR.....

Tell me, Did venus blow your mind?

Caught up in the conformations and speculations of what's right and wrong......

to indulge in the natural pleasures placed here by the mighty omniscient one, justifiable in some sorts but is it morally acceptable? 

I argue a point that i myself, hardly understand. 

That what's wrong is wrong and what's right is right, even if i have not experienced the wrong to know if its right.....mixed with the people who think they know everything and the people who know nothing, there is me..the agnostic...who is in between the two, condoning the wrong to some extent but never admitting that its right.

To say it's wrong is to ignore the good found in the bad.

I'm sure that if i have been to the atmosphere and traced the galaxy,

 blown by venus..with drops of jupiter in MY hair

the argument of whether this is right or wrong would be out of mind.

Yet it is Ambiguous ......

Ok so i have started reading This Amazing book by steve harvey <==== Act like  a lady think like a man. It is basically a relationship guide for women to learn how men think. I just started reading it and i am HOOKED. strung the hell out over this book. He's just not that into you has nothing on this book

heres an excerpt:

"...you have to understand a man's motivation--why he's not home, why he spends so much time working, why he's watching his money the way he does. because in this world he is being judged by other men based on who he is, what he does, and how much he makes. that affects his mood. if you know he's not where he wants to be or not on track to where he wants to be, then his mood swings will make more sense to you. your inability to get him to sit and talk now makes sense. His 'on the grind" mentality becomes more clear to you. Really, its all tied to the three things that drive him. (who he is, what he does, and how much he makes.) so if its on his mind, and he hasnt lined up the who he is, what he does, and how much he makes in the way that he sees fit, he cant possibly be to you what he wants to be. which means that you can't really have the man you want. he cant sit around talking with you or dream about marriage and family, if his mind is on how to make money, how to get a better position, and how to be the kind of man he needs to be for you"

I can relate Nuff said ...lol

well i'm off to finish reading my book

but this is on my booklist guys, you should def. check it out...both boys and girls

much love bloggers im out =) 

Welcome Back

Wassup bloggers  this is your boy ERIC.MC, Ima  just cut to the chase so the other day me and tay went shopping because she had that stack and I had some what bit of cash on me something lite .. so first off tay is so picky so doesnt kno what so wants i told her she should have here own reality show called its complicated ..lol because her life is so complicated and tay is very anal, but we  had a ball. and after all that shopping i got hungry and worn out like old sweater so we went to pick up something to snack on at dean deluca then we decided we didn't want our night to end so went to union square

to the movies.To go see Taken. tay must have felt mysterious because that movie is fillled with danger, twist and

turns... but is good though.....so that was my weekend in a little nut shell. and oh, me and tay took some hot pics check

them out.

P.s. stay tuned later i have a a public service announcement