7 Minutes in heaven

Well after danity's(That's Wat i call tay)post i just want to hung u ....So lately i been feeling hopeless(thats how it is being single in the city). I really dont feel like doing much of any thing any more i think its just im getting older(I FEEL LIKE IM 44 OR SOMETHING)these day i just like to have my time alone(7 minutes in heaven)NOW....so yesterday I went to my cousin peanuts(don't laugh at the name) house to just clear my head( well it least i tryed)Then i chilled with my nigger Kris i really had a ball then i took my black ass home i love riding the train because that wen i could just lesson to my ipodi and have my 7 Minutes in heaven.....but that pretty much somes up my like (i really hate this post but BUT HEY)

sighs..thoughts thoughts thoughts

welll yeah..i been chilling lately. eric said i had to write a post so, this is it -_-
my week has been really bleh, nothin special
i have been talking to my "friend" alot..wont be tellin you guys who cuz thats too much..but the important people know
i always wondered why people repeat their mistakes even when they know the out come of their decisions already. why does time repeat itself. my friends tell me its because of my nature, they say its just who i am..to hold on to the things that i believe in and have love for. but sometimes i annoy myself because i constantly contradict and do the things that i promise to myself i would never do it again. And i'm not saying that i regret anything that i did, or am doing..in all honesty i am less bitter because i would rather know that what i'm feeling is real and grow from it, than regret that i had him at all. I won't lie tho, i do wish things were different..i always wonder what if i hadnt done that how would this be. or what if i did do this how would that be. but in life you cant dwell on the what if's. needless to say i am grateful for all i had/have /may have/ or may have had . idk its confusing. A girl doesnt like to feel like they have no definate place in the lives of the one they want. especially when the love they have for them is unconditional. through it tho all i am tryin to think of this as a temporary thing that may in time progress, if it is suppose to. fate never fails and karma always delivers. i just wish it was something i can do that would make all feelings mutual. Not just that Big L word, i need more than that. maybe if things continue as they are goin these feeling would die down and i wont be as affected by the little things. Maybe

Ipod saved my life lol

When life gives u lemons

Well let me start by saying happy Holiday's(since tay didn't).Im so glad that Christmas is over now i can get ready for new years and by getting ready for new years i mean shopping.on the day after christmas(Or kristmas as some would say lmao)I Took i trip to Soho to do some post Christmas's shopping(And to see what fucking sales the dumb ass news was talking about)but when i went all i saw was long lines and nothing i liked so i felt like a dumbass for going....But anyways then i went to take some of the gifts back that i didn't like that's why i always look for the receipt in the bag.SO i wen to one my favorite stores Armani exchange to take back a ugly ass shirt my moms bought me and wen i tell u that line so so long i thought they was giving out GOVERNMENT CHEESE OR FREE FOOD STAMPS OR SOMETHING( tay can i get a woot woot for that one)So i left and just got tired of shopping and went home
and looked at reruns of runs house..my day was mad boring...

Friday night lights woot woot

So yeah this friday me and the gurlies decided to go out. we had no idea where we was goin but we just up and went. it turned out to be me, Shana bka breezy, Sofia aka sofa doll, and Monifa aka Ne-Ne. we strted off with a group of people, but we dont know how to keep friends, so once the drama started we decided to part ways with them...they was effin dry anyway.

So we left them at bryant park. we was about to ice skate but i decided that my skinny ass is much too fragile to break any bones. plus it was raining on and off, and the ice was o'd type wild crazy crowded. 

so we made our way down to 34th street, so niffa and sofa could catch that victoria's secret sale..hahaha i'm puttin they shit on blast. there is where i got mad cuz dudes was literally standing in the store tryna bagg girls -_- desperate much. and on top of that i saw all the shit i got on sale for half price, so i started kallin everybody broke bitches lol im harsh like that sometimes.

after we went to times square ND WANTED TO GO TO OLIVE HARDEN BUT THE WAIT WAS A HOUR AND WE WAS HELL OF HUNGRY..SO WE SETTLED FOR FRIDAYS -_-. I had the jack daniels sampler that came with ribs, chicken, and shrimp..and i got a side of mashed potatoes. i would have took a pic of it but umm yeah it was gone before it hit the table ^_^ i was starvedddddd. we had funnn , and im suprised cuz im more of a sunday morning girl than a friday night but thats how it be sometimes =]]

More pics from the night =]]

How ths cookie is eatin

OK I'm just going to get right to the point,Wassup,The name is ERIC MC NEAL but you could call me ERIC.MC.I go to Beach channel high school im a in the 11th.I form Brooklyn woot woot(has tay would say..lol) were shit get crazy. I love to have fun im one of the wildest guys u would ever meet (tay could cosign on that one). im single Lady's (i think i need to say that again if u didnt hear me) i said im single and loving it and im looking for Ms.RIGHT and i mean right.BUT i do get lonely at night as my mom would say 'money and clothes are not going to keep u warm at night' but i think different i love clothes and music that's my drug. i love hanging out with friends and cutin niggas asses( I'm a big jokers).i love food ,i love my family i enjoy hung out with my mom because e she is the funniest person i lno,i like taking pictures of myself i hate lairs i like nice people......So I'm tired of talking... well typing i hope u guys enjoy our blog........

How the cookie Crumbles.( intro to TayB)

shit has def. not been going well  -_---. yeah i know, not a good way to start off my first blog but eh, shit is crazyy. well maybe i should start by introducing myself before i get to the goodies. The name is Shauntay Aka ms. Dulce Marie Pepper.Mos.def. Bond (inny) lol

I live in bedstuy brooklyn, bedstuy Fly woot woot and i attend Brooklyn College academy, Home of the snakes and slides aka the biggest fashion show eh sureeee, the place where everyone talks about everyone , but no one fights because of fear of suspension but bka the softest school in brookyn...yeah thats how it be. 

I am currently Single, not really looking for Mr. right, occupied by Mr. right now. I hate drama, and i love to be in love, even when the lover doesn't necessarily love me back... love is my specialty, shopping is my drug (x_x). My biggest loves in life is the niece and nephew.

the younger one name is Shamya, and my nephew name is Shamar. I lovee them!

Ok so back to the bullshit. this is my last year in high school and im in the process of choosing schools and shit. idkk where i wanna go but im looking at pratt for liberal arts, binghamton, old westbury or purchase. this shit is sooo stressful. and to add on to that i currently want something, or shall i say someone, soooo bad. he says that we are just friends but that does not satisfy me. how can u say u love some one but then say that uu dot want to be with them? since when is that apart of love? eh iono. 

but on that note heres another note (derived from my face book note) lol toodles, later days hehe
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”