Forgive me But...

why do guys suckkk sooo muchhh?

like i simply do not understand the male species...

-why is it that when us females try our best to satisfy and be everything that a guy wants, this is when they dont want you? I thought that maybe we make ourselvess too available or is it basically that they just aren't interested? But if that is so..howcome they never seem to let that be known from the start?I understand that sometimes it seems like things are moving too fast or you may  be confused..but let me work with you, especially if im trying my hardest to be apart of your life.

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now i am not trying to personalize this so readers dont be so vain because this isn't about you or me. i am just curious.

Now to personalize it....

I have taken into notice that you have been ignoring me lately and from expirience i know when a guy just doesnt want anything to do with me. I just wish that you would have been more of a man about it. Guess i can blame it on the free lol so from today on i am going to say to you that i understand and that i will no longer be a burden on your life..its is whatever. Thanks for showing me a little taste of perfection lol even if it was only 2 weeks that went well.  i enjoyed your company and conversation...i loved the walks and the time i spent playing with your um  dog lol =) ily

anyway......

Why the helll does it seem like i am the only person in the whole entire world who is never happy!? I build myself up only to be broken down again. I burn bridges only to be stranded. I sacrifice, Utilize, stigmatize, sensualize and antagonize myself, all for the happiness and well being for that special guy. If i had a dime for every guy that played, lied, cheated, hurt, disrespected, led on, and left me...i would be one Rich chick. I spend so much time canonizing these guys that i forget to appreciate myself. I set high expectations, and notice potential in people that would rather do dirt then do right. And trust me i am not trying to change you when i give suggestions about the things that i do and do not like for a guy to do..i am simply trying to help you better yourself. Obviously there is a light that i see in you and i want to make it my responsibility to keep that light shining and/or make it illuminate more. That is my duty as your girl/ Girl that is interested in you. It seems like i bring a full coarse meal to the table, but they would rather the fast food. It is all so confusing. And then they complain that there aren't any good women left...I wonder why 

Haha Crazy Flashback! plus a dedicaton

Well yeah people this is soo random, but i was talking to the homie Archie and i got this crazy flash back to This comic that I used to be in love with. Its called Archie <--- Obviously lol there were like 4 different versions of the comic. It was Archie, Archie's Digest, Betty and Veronica (my fav) and Archie's paL Jughead. I used to make my mother take me all the way to L.I just for a Brand new Archie comic. 

well so yeah Archie was in love with Betty and he was on and off dating veronica. Veronica was rich and had alot of money and she was like one of the most popular girls. Betty was popular too but she was more like myself  =) nice, cool, one of the guys at times, and very romantic. Betty always fronted on Archie tho, but would be jealous when he was with veronica. personally i think that Betty and Archie are made for each other..and Veronica is Perfect for Reggie. =)

ON ANOTHER NOTE....

Although i know that mostly everyone who reads this is gonna be like wtf? and idc...Eric aswell, but the truth is i dont give a fuck lol not to be mean and i appreciate the views, i really do,  but dont complain about my topics! would you rather me blog about fashion, music , gossip and all that other bullshit that other people Blog about?

if yes fuck off and dont read the blog !

if no then =] thank u and there will be more of my bullshit topics and random unimportant posts to come...and Sidebar: that ^^^^^ was a personal attack on someones kneck lol idc if my post are boring..get a fucking life! lol 

much love bloggers <3>

Seventeen Forever =)

Well Friday Febuary 20th was my birthday and i have to admit that i felt soo loved and adored. I have Friends that i never even knew that i had. Btw thank you everyone who texted/ myspaced/ facebooked/ AIM'ed or called me!

so yeah yesterday me and my most dearest friends went out. It was me , momo who's birthday is sunday. Maryam aka mama cheerah, Bree aka my future college roomate, and Heather aka My mom's man's daughter aka...somin like a sister lolll. My mom decided totake us to benihanas and then to the movies and then to cold stones. the movie didnt work out too well cuz madea was sold out. But it didnt really matter to me because i really dont want to see madea. so we went to cold stones after benihana and i had a french vanilla caramel graham cracker marshmellow cake icecream scoop in a waffle cup =DDD

all together my day was great!
but much love bloggers im out

That green gentleman =DDD

Well sorry people i am Super late with this bit of info but i'll just pretend that it just happened today...being that i miss Eric so much lol...ok So lately i been having this wild ass craving for my Favoritest restaraunt in the whole entire world good burger ..so i decided to put the besty Momo, and hOmey Eric onto it. Omg i had my Norm...A cheeseburger with ketchup lettuce mayo cooked well done =D..like always that shit was bombbbb. i ate that shit like the fucking Hobo i looked like that day. After me and eric went to the movies to see He's Just not that into you ..which is by the way the best and most insightful movie i ever saw in my life...and i previously bought the book, which i love aswell..and SideBar: I really did need to read it for those who thought otherwise lol ....I am never going to the movies with eric again because he picked out the worst seats in 18th street theatre, and Jet Li and Connie Chung sat in front of us ..with Mr.T and his wife behind us lol and then he kept talking so bleh -_-  

Forgive me for these run on sentences btw.....

The day after i think Me and momo went back and i had the same meal, but then we went to Virgin Mega store..which is a bad name for the store being that they had the nastiest sex books ever...one was named 'spot the Dildo'...forgive the vulgarity lol. yeahp but after i made momo jizz in her pants we freeloaded off of the free music..which is like Nirvana or the pleasure of sex without the sex for a music junkie like myself. 

yup so that was my week....despite the 10 dollar burger and 5 dollar batteries i had a pretty good time with my only friends lol

but much love bloggers im out =DD

Dont Judge me lol

VACATION

Wassup world this ur boy eric.mc yes sir I'm posting frm my vacation...
yes I'm in atl now for a week. my flight was popin I was in first class my
moms hooked me up, but right now i'm thinking about Tay and how she is
handling the bulshit..I guess there is hope for me now.. just a
insider... O and congrats to Tay for geting in to college our girl is
growing up. I gotta go though. got some atl shoping to do......Ooo and
remember love live and laugh ......

Ps Happy bday to Tay and Momo ...have a good one..
Tay- febuary 20th
momo- febuary 22nd

Bullshit as usual.....

so yes, everyone remembers the guy that i was so smitten and in cahoots with..i mean everyone who actually takes the time to read my posts lol yes my scorpio  for all who missed it. he was this really great guy who i found myself falling for this past febuary. everything was cool..we chilled went to the movies, ate 15 dollar subway...i bought him pizza he bought me soda, it was nirvana in a simple minded sort of way..for me anyway. truthfully he was everything that i been searching for in a guy. we talked about our feelings, he made me laugh...alot actually, he laughed at my whack jokes, we had great communication..all until the day before valentines day when s0mething happen..some sort of disagreement about my place and importance to him. that wasnt even a problem to me actually i was willing to work it out. i was going to see him on valentines day and talk about it because i really did want to be with him. but then that dreadful feb. 14th came and no call from ...scorpio lol so i wait ....and wait.... still no call from scorpio. so my brother offers to tke me out to eat and im like fine and im somewhat happy because my acceptance letter from old westbury came whoo hoo me =_==. so we eating and i get a phone call from a certain friend of mine like tay..i saw dru....i mean scorpio today and im like o_O where? and they say BLOOMINGDALES. okay so not only was i pissed cuz he flopped on me but the dude was at one of my favoritest places in the world without me! okay so im skeptic , i ask my friend what he got on, just to make sure its him and not jump to conclusion..they say some boots and a black trench , they say he tall and kinda chubby so im like damn! thats my scorpio alright..so i call dude and i gets voicemail....i eat and call dude when i get home...voicemail again...send a text, get it back the next day "how you know i was in bloomingdales" okkk people now im not dumb nor stupid and my G radar be on high so my shit ringing like he really tryna play me...forgive me for this long ass story but i need to vent. so now im crushed in the car blasting jodeci, my brother like you want me to kill him, im like no i like him too much for him to die lolll gets home and he end the little thing we had going on ..watever it was <---- that was a minor correction due to some previous disagreements..... =O on valentines day..through a text!!!! i mean how harsh is that? so im sitting home very sad because as i said before i really liked scorpio he was my andykins. all my friends tryna consult me but i really didnt feel like talking, the next day came and we speak. he says that he want to focus on his music and nothing else and how he doesnt want to DEAL withanything...at first i understood but then i started thinging like this is the same exact dude that was all cuddling with me telling me how happy he was and shit with me...that same dude is leaving me? so now my fuck it state of mind came into play...the same state of mind that i have at this moment..i aint gonna front it hurts but shit his losts because i am a great girl. then i started missing him..it wasnt until a very lovely  friend of mine tells me she saw him at the movies with another girl.....

now ladies if i was grimey i would tell yall his name so yall wouldnt have to go through this same bullshit, but im not. lets just say i hope he reads this and sees that he was wrong...anyhoo

much love bloggers im out

Finallyyyy!

I am homeeee lol yeah feel like my ass was in rikers for ten years. But son lemme tell you guys about my trip (smfh) that should set the tone for ya. ok first of all it was Hot and that is the best thing about it, but a downer on that boner is look what the hell i had on 

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My ass look dressed for winter in the city man... but hey that was cool i dealt with it. so when we got there to that bumb ass motel, i was tight as fuck! i hate! motels lol i literally slept with all my clothes on because i watch the discovery channel and i know what come out under that blue light in them shits. after we got settled my cousin and her friends picked us up from the hotel (mind you shorty was 17) scooping me in her hoopty ..i was jealoussssss

they told us we were going shopping and me and my lil cousin ^^ in the pic..jade...was like cool, she wanted some uggs and i needed to hit up american eagle.....but these bitches took us to Jc Penny o_O was i mad or was i mad.....eesh so yeah we aint buy shit we decided to leave them and go to Taco bell and take pics

later on we went to a party -_-....they dances are like wah? they got some shit called the stanky leg lmfao and omg no reggae! plus all the southern boys was tryna bag us cuz they said they like me and my cousins' swag, style, and our accents lmao i felt like New New from Atl but shit i ignored them and went on the phone with my andykins...although he kinda pissed me off, but still i missed him so i dealt with it lol

now im home and i am sooooo superrrrr happy to be in my own bed! (forgive me if i typed too much) i dont really be expecting people to read all this lol its just a habit that once i start i cant stop goin because i be having alot to say...see and here i go again........

Pure Imagination

YO YO YO WAS SUP WORLD THIS UR BOY ERIC.MC HERE, WELL Today is the day that i have been waiting all night for the Grammys yessss... I love the grammy just cause i like music so much so at 8pm i was glued to my tv...There were alot of memorably momments like when Coldplay,Adele,Estelle but the just by far was Jay z and Coldplayhere is a video of the PERFORMANCE..
welll here a link http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshh59gufN2U4X32VlJc
ANYWAY WELL THAT POST WAS OLD BUT THIS IS NEW, I Spoke to Tay and she told me if i didn't post she was going to kill me so here i am i been up to the same old same old anit shit change just getting ready for vacation..i cant wait but before i go i gotta hit up the BBC store so tay that means i trip to the city...and plus im getting a tattoo soon ......but its been real UR BOY ERIC .MC REMEMBER STAY FRESH STAY FLY AND STAY YOURSELF...

Ms. Solo Dolo (kinda) lol

Well yeah i am so sorryyy i haven't posted in like years and i apologize for leaving you with Eric's wack post, forgive me...i know he can be quite a drag lol well yeah imma start all the way back to last week when i went to mideaval times :) idk i feel like a young ass kid but the horsies was sooo pretty, plus it was 30 dollars a plate so can you say splash! well yeah that shit was disgusting. they give you a big ass piece a chicken, a rib, a potatoe and be like Bon apetite -_--
We was on the Black and White team and we won...woot woot



so yeah the week after that has been great! i have been chilling with my new buddy and it has been very fun. but enough of that because i can go on and on and it will take about 3 posts to explain how i feel right now lol Lets just say i am Happy than you.

Tomorrow i am goin to North Carolina, thats right back to the Dirty south ...retracing my roots and shit lol to my cousin house in Lumberton. Its her birthday and she is having a party and they in need of some of my brooklyn flava to spice up they gumbo ya know. im gonna try to bring my laptop because eric be footlonging me about posting ..its ok i still love you eric, im not a smut muffin lmfaoo oh yes loll i went there...Kudos tay :))

right now tho im sitting here eating some Crazy core skittles which are fucking delicious! and waiting for a text , or a phone call...a fax or email would be nice too ...telegraph or somin' lmao and he say i shouldnt be reading that book "he's just not that into you" ..this is the first effin chapter. lol but yeahhhh tooodles bloggers im out
stay cool :)

She Loves Everybody.....

Well whats shaken bloggers its Eric.mc here, well lately i been chillen last weekend i chilled in brevoot with my homies i had ball when you grow up with a nigga its like yll never going to stop being friends no mattter how annoying(sadly)but last week i took the regents math a and us history i failed matha last year because that shit was hard.but this year i was determine to pass..and guess what i did i passed with flying colors..lol anyway a few post ago i told u guys about me and Tay are determend to find cellmates(Thats my 09 remix of soulmates)this year well thought i had a candidate but guess i didnt i would go in to detail but has my mommy would say some things are just better left unsaid well tay has found someone anyway no i gotta get out my old player book...lol anywayzz on a good note in one week i will be going on a vacation im in need of one ..i look like death warmed up...so i wont be posting in a well so i dictated to make this one good.Also me and tay got some hot pics coming and do you guys like the new layout...leave us a comment...here is a video i love and can relate to its been real Eric.mc
p.s. i will be posting on v day and remember love is for suckers