Neosporin && G...I Dedicate Dedicate loll

well this weekend has had a very pleasantly painful beginning...somewhat lol
First i got my tat. This was like my second goal before i turn 17 (the first was get my permit) in which i also received this month :)) Happy Happy, lets Just say i'm making waves. ALSO i have had the opportunity to meet a very nice scorpio dude...kudos to him lol must i mention that i am only mentioning this guy because i was asked too, so no conclusions people, head first. This Guy spits so much G its ridiculous lol if i wasnt such the certified sweet talker that i am , i would probably be throwing my panties at this guy loll But i think i like em' like a meatphor... the cat is cool 8-) plus he's a scorpio and i'm a pisces so we connected and the horoscopes say that body rockin knockin the boots would be great...not that i am thinking that way or nuffin lmao
well yeah on another note, me and the TRUSTED (and i emphasize this) friend eric has been in Cahoots loll this is another cool cat man. we havent even been friends that long and i feel like i could tell em anything....But anyways this was just an update, I'm off to apply some Neosporin on my INk man...cuz i'm a G like that :P

woot woot new tat ...My blogs be soooo much better than Erics BTW :)

idk lol just some shit i think about ...plus my fav. Lupe line

Deserve-(v)be given one’s due, be in line for, be worthy of, demand, earn, gain, get what is coming to one, have it coming, have the right to, justify, lay claim to, merit, procure, rate, warrant, win......

really?


What exactly is it that i deserve?
thats alll i am ever told.
by the ones i love,
the ones that love me..
even the ones that would love to be in love with me.
all they say is "tay you deserve...."

it is not soo much what comes after those words, but those 3 words alone, that stand out to me. for another person to tell me, that i deserve something other than what i already have, too me, is quite ridiculous.

is the point of you speaking of what i deserve, to express the things you will provide for me?

if you say i deserve love, will you love me?
if you say i deserve the finer things, will you provide them?
if you say i deserve trust, will you trust in me? will you allow me to trust in you?

if not, then what is the reason for telling me about anything that i should have? if you know all the things that i 'deserve' shouldnt you give it to me?







"he just sits, and watches the people in the boxes

everything he sees he absorbs and adopts it

he mimics and he mocks it

really hates the box but he can't remember how to stop it

so he continues to watch it

hoping that it'll give him somethin that he can box with

or how the locksmith, see the box as, locked in the box

ain't got the combination to unlock it

that's why he watches, scared to look away

cause at that moment, it might show him

what to take off the locks with

so he chained himself to the box

took a lock and then he locked it

swallowed the combination and then forgot it."