idk lol just some shit i think about ...plus my fav. Lupe line

Deserve-(v)be given one’s due, be in line for, be worthy of, demand, earn, gain, get what is coming to one, have it coming, have the right to, justify, lay claim to, merit, procure, rate, warrant, win......

really?


What exactly is it that i deserve?
thats alll i am ever told.
by the ones i love,
the ones that love me..
even the ones that would love to be in love with me.
all they say is "tay you deserve...."

it is not soo much what comes after those words, but those 3 words alone, that stand out to me. for another person to tell me, that i deserve something other than what i already have, too me, is quite ridiculous.

is the point of you speaking of what i deserve, to express the things you will provide for me?

if you say i deserve love, will you love me?
if you say i deserve the finer things, will you provide them?
if you say i deserve trust, will you trust in me? will you allow me to trust in you?

if not, then what is the reason for telling me about anything that i should have? if you know all the things that i 'deserve' shouldnt you give it to me?







"he just sits, and watches the people in the boxes

everything he sees he absorbs and adopts it

he mimics and he mocks it

really hates the box but he can't remember how to stop it

so he continues to watch it

hoping that it'll give him somethin that he can box with

or how the locksmith, see the box as, locked in the box

ain't got the combination to unlock it

that's why he watches, scared to look away

cause at that moment, it might show him

what to take off the locks with

so he chained himself to the box

took a lock and then he locked it

swallowed the combination and then forgot it."