INSPIRED

Excerpt......

"until we realize that our fears originate in our own awareness of inevitable change and loss, we blame them on causes outside us, convinced that other people, places and things are making us feel vulnerable and threatened."

So yeah i been reading this book called The end of fear which is basically like the 'spiritual path for realist', as quoted from the Author Richard Schaub Ph.D (Psychotherapist). from the first chapter i was inspired. I myself is a Realist...kinda more on the pessimistic side tho. As i was reading, i came to realize that maybe the reason why i am always so nervous and so worried bout things is because i am well aware that my existence on this earth is not permanent therefore i am always feeling like: if this life were to end for me tomorrow, what will i be known for? what can be a representation of who i am and who will remember me?
i also started to realize that none of us will be around for ever, not me ..nor you..not your family...nor mines, and as we grow older we will witness these things that we have became so accustomed to, like family and friends fade away. If that isnt a good basis for pessimistic attitudes then idk what is. I live my life day by day knowing that i can be gone tomorrow, but u will not see me out partying getting drunk, nor at church all day because i know that neither of those paths can truly provide happines. I myself lives by the KALAMA SUTTA ....Buddha instructs the Kalama People on which basis one should decide which religious teaching to accept as true. The Buddha tells the Kalamas to not just believe religious teachings because they are claimed to be true by various sources or through the application of various methods and techniques. He urges that direct knowledge from one's own experience should be called upon. He counsels that the words of the wise should be heeded and taken into account when deciding upon the value of a teaching. This is not a dogmatic acceptance but rather a constantly questioning and testing acceptance of those teachings which can be proven to reduce suffering.

i know all of this seems unpractical to all of you reading but truthfully i think that everyone needs to evaluate themselves before they satrt to question the motives and actions of another person. I did and i see that the worst part of life is that we all die..kinda melodramatic but its the truth
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MY WEEKEND...

WELL WASUP BLOGGERS THIS IS ERIC.MC ,Todays is Sunday and i went to church today god is good all the time LOLOL. I really needed to go because lately  I been feeling like killing a  mother fucker.  because niggers is dumb as hell these days nobody uses there brain I fell like everybody  IS FUCKING TRYING TO BE SOMETHING THERE NOT LIKE GROW UP. What grade are you in BETTER YET  OR HOW OLD ARE YOU get a fucking life and stop lying, faking, following,cheating,acting immature,and please all my teens stop acting like your 40 and need to get married before 60. because your mad young like why are acting like Ur world is going to end if someone brakes up with u... like get a fucking grip on life.(im sorry  just venting) and i also hate when girls say they want a god guy but wouldn't no one if the got smacked with one. And  (i promise this is my last one) when i niggas act like there wasted and they only been drinking colored water like are you 4real .O and i hate when someone that talks educated  or is smart  that's has been places people think is wried or girls dont wanna fuck with you because ur not smoking weed and saying no homo every five minute or pants hanging off ur ass. then my bad maybe if i act like that girls would be feening most girls r dumb as hell( well as p!nk wold say stupid girls)

other than that my life is fine well Saturday i was hanging with some loser's im mad because i could have really been at SXSW I REALLY WANTED TO GO . BUT RITE NOW IMA ABOUT TO WATCH A MOVIE SO HIT ME UP ON TWITTER WWW.TWITTER.COM/ERIC718

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FUCK THE WORLD IM OUT

AND I SEE THE TRUTH REALLY DOES HURT MOMMY WAS RIGHT..LOL

ITS FRIDAY ITS FRIDAY........

WELL BLOGGERS WASUP IT UR BOY ERIC.MC DID YOU MISS ME WELL EVEN IF U DIDN'T I MISS YOU GUYS.WELL As you no today is Friday and THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING. YES IM SO READY FOR IT BUT IM MAD THAT IT WAS REALLY SNOWING TODAY. BUT ANYWAY YES SINCE IT S BEEN A HOLE WEEK IM JUST UPDATE YOU. (ON MY NEXT POST) BUT ANYWAY TODAY IM CHILL EN WITH MY COUSIN IM BOUT TO GET DRUNK BECAUSE AFTER THE WEEK I HAD I NEED ONE.AND ALSO I WANT EVERYBODY TO NOW THAT I HAVE A TWITTER  YES I KNOW WHO DOESN'T BUT I THINK ITS REALLY COOL.SO HERE IT IN 

http://twitter.com/ERICMC718 HIT ME UP. BUT ANY WAY IMA BUT TO BE OUT I JUST WANT TO LEAVE ALL YOU GUYS

WITH A FLASH BACK FRIDAY VIDEO....